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![]() ![]() ![]() My best friend, my soul mate, my lover. This is gonna be a never ending one. Our little new member, little Chen ♥ Pregnany Foundout ![]() ; ; Smooth Pregnancy & Labour ; Healthy & Cute Baby ; Happy Family ; 3/4D Scan of Nariko ; 37th Week Preggy ; Nariko's Arrival on Jan ; More stuffs for Nariko ; Crib Bedding Set ; Pink Bumbo Seat ; A Teddy for Nariko ; Slim Down After Birth ; Stretchmarks Gone Forever ; My Babies to be Happy&Healthy ; More Money ; Gucci Boston ; Mont Blanc's Ring ; Baby's Rolex ; Back to School ; Photoshoot on Nariko's 1st Mth ; Wedding Photoshoot ; Our Own House ; Overseas with Baby ; Colouring My Hair ; Baby Love Me More ^^
| ![]() 4 days ![]() 4 more days to see my lil angel again, it's gonna be my 35th week pregnancy. And in just 4 days, it'll be our 4th wedding monthsary.. Alot of flashbacks kept coming back yesterday. After a small tiff with baby, my thoughts ran wild again.. Thought alot, positives, negatives, happy, unhappy.. Too much that I couldnt remember some. Every thought that came through my mind made my tears drop a little. Very very emotional yesterday, dontknow why either. Not feeling well too. I tried so hard, telling myself everything's gonna be fine. Telling myself not to cry, hugging my teddies tightly.. thinking it is gonna help. Just like the past, where I used to cry everyday. The more I try, the harder I cried. The more I try to be strong, the more I see my weakness.. Felt so useless. I've never ever done anything that made me felt proud of. Every role I'm in, I've not done it well. I wanted to give up every single time like this. But I just couldn't do it. I cannot bear to leave my angels. So afraid that I'll forget them.. I love them very very much, hoping to spend all my life happily with them. But I always feel it'll always be me making them unhappy. And they'll probably be happier without me.. that's when the giving up thought comes. So tired everytime. All alone, trying to climb up everytime I fall.. Well, I dont need any comments.. because no matter what, you'll never get to feel how I feel. You are not me, you dontknow how hurting that is. How fcuking painful it is whenever such things happen & you're all alone. You'll never understand how depressing it is & how much courage I need to go on. Crying every single night because it's so hard.. And doing every single thing I can just to see the smile on their faces. Off the depressing part & updating something else.. ![]() Little riko's milk bottle, from Tommee Tippee.. Baby like this brand alot. Every product we bought are from Tommee Tippee. Steriliser, breast pump & bra pads.. So crazy in them ^^ ![]() ![]() The hellokitty mahjong baby jackpotted. Very very cute right? Baby even say when you wanna "pong", must say "meow".. Lols! Trying to act cute ^^" Okay, I guess that's about all for today. Thank you for listening me rant so much. I know it's kinda boring to read people's complaints, but well.. it's the only place I can say. Ending with my bigbig tummy @ 34 weeks :) ![]()
Our story never ends with a full-stop :) ![]() I'm back Wooooh, it's been a week since my previous post. Have been really busy & lazy these days. I'm so so sorry ^^ Well, baby & I have been really busy preparing for lil riko's arrival. Now it's left with only weeks. The earliest should be in just 3weeks time. We've got so much to prepare, so much to check & so much to do. And yes, we're both excited about her soon-to-arrive. Anticipating every single day. I've just finished washing the 1st batch of her clothes. There're 2more to go. Will be handwashing the 2nd batch later & the 3rd tomorrow. Cleared a compartment of my drawer to put her things, too much to fit her wardrobe. Mommy got shocked when I took every single piece of her clothings out. She said my niece didnt even have that much clothing when she's out. Lols! No choice, baby always grabs her clothes like it's free of charge ^^ These few days baby & I went around to look for lil riko's neccessities. Gotten her milk bottles, steriliser, diapers, my breast pump & bra pads. It's like finally we're buying something else besides her clothes, haha! Now, little riko have a total of 5 milk bottles. 2 150ml & 3 260ml bottles -.- Well, I'll be having my check up next monday which is the 14th. It's my 35th week pregnancy and baby & I's 4th wedding monthsary. Mommy's birthday is on the 19th & I'll be 9months preggy on the 21st. Then 24th will be baby&I's 1st anniversary & it's christmas eve. And the following week which is the 28th, lil riko will be full term. Finally 37 weeks. Then 4more days it'll be 1st January. Ahhhhh, I really hope she'll come out that day. Hahaha, enough of the fast forwards. It's making me excited ^^ Oh, I seriously hope lil riko will gain more weight on the next checkup. I've been eating alot & drinking gallons of milk everyday. Well, or I should say it's because baby kept reminding & asking me to do those everyday. He's so not happy about the baby-is-slightly-underweight thing. He hopes lil riko will be atleast 2.8kg when she's out. But I want her to hit 3. I dontwant her suffer from those colds because of insufficient body fats. It's gonna make her unhealthy or maybe not as healthy as what she should be. I want my little angel to be a strong, healthy, chubby & cheery girl ^^ Not like me, baby always say I'm a weak baby. Well both my sisters are weak babies too. Petite babies tend to fall sick easier right? So I hope lil riko can grow bigger. Though people tells me you can feed her till she's chubby when she's out. But to me, it's still different. Over feeding isnt good as well. I want her to be naturally strong & healthy. Well, it's just few weeks left. Maybe I should really stop concerning about my body. Should start eating more & let angel absorb for the last few weeks. Hope it'll help on her weight. I'm too afraid of gaining weight hence I tend to get nauseated by food frequently. The moment I think about fats building up in me, I'd feel like vomiting straight away. Even when I'm eating properly at first, as long as the thought comes, I'd lose my appetite. I think that's the main reason why I've been vomiting in my 3rd trimester. Well, I should really try to stop this thing before it turns to a habit. I'd regain my weight after I give birth right? If I try hard enough to.. haha! Well, 3cheers for me. Hope I'll overcome this stupid thing & eat properly the last few weeks. Then stop eating after I give birth, till my pre-preggy weight returns. Hohoho! Alright, gonna go wash her clothes already. After that gonna go down shop. Oh, nope.. I havent uploaded the pictures yet. I havent even taken them. Haha! Till the next time I blog.. Hopefully I'll have the time to do so.. ^^ Oh, I've been having tummyache once every morning for consecutive 1week plus already. Why is this happening? Hopefully it doesnt affect my little angel..
Our story never ends with a full-stop :) ![]() December Today's the first day of december already.. So many things I've got to do within this month to prepare the arrival of lil riko. Baby & I's anniversary is coming up this month too. Oh, and christmas =) So I think I shouldn't be complaining I'm bored right? Haha! I might be free the first 1 or 2 weeks. Gonna leave everything to mid month. I'd probably be washing & ironing lil riko's clothes next week. Then the week after next, I'd be having my appointment on the 14th. Baby & I gotta start buying her neccesities and gonna store everything. Then from the 21st, I'll have to start packing my hospital bag within that week. On the 24th it's christmas eve & baby and I's anniversary. Gonna spend this christmas at home as I'm in my 36th week already. We've planned to have a nice dinner at home with my family =) After christmas, it'll be new year already. I hope lil riko will come out on the 1st ^^ So if she doesnt come out on the first, I'll be waiting for her arrival anytime on January. Went for my appointment yesterday with baby & mommy. Gynae told me lil riko's weight is below average. I'm asked to drink more milk. Tried 3D scan again but failed. She didnt change her positions at all since the last check up. Gynae told me her positions & said it's the position for giving birth. Baby immediately got shocked & asked me to stop coughing or lil riko will come out on dec. Haha! I was like laughing away seeing his reactions. After appointment, headed to whampoa for lunch/dinner. Baby bought durians there for me, hope it's gonna boost lil riko's weight :) I want her to hit 3kg when she's out but she not even 2 now. Caught a few movies with baby recently. Christmas carol, Ranging phoenix, New moon & a few others more. All movies are nice but I didnt dare watch 2012. Too long. I cannot sit in the cinema for such a long period, my back will go crazy =( Marina Square with baby that day, he hitted another 4jackpots again. But this time, we didnt change for that extremely big bear. We took the HelloKitty mahjong instead. Very very cute! Will upload the pictures one of these days when I'm blogging. I know I'm lack of updates these days. That's because I'm in shop earlier than usual. I'll try to blog more often! Gotta go prepare now! Ciao~ 3rd of December is just days away.. It's the first time we both saw a shooting star together last year, remember?
Our story never ends with a full-stop :) ![]() Short update I know I havent been blogging recently.. Recently, I'm going down to shop earlier than I usually do & I dont blog in shop. Little sweetheart's been kicking me every morning at 11am sharp. Because her kicks are getting stronger & harder, it never fails to wake me up. Woke baby up this morning & he asked me why am I waking up so early everyday now. Because I usually pull him back & hug him to sleep every morning when he wakes up for work. And these few days I'm disturbing & pestering him to wake up for work. Haha! So I told him that his little monster wakes me up early everyday so I could wake him up. These few days I'm feeling very unwell. Now, I'm down with a bad cough. I started with a bad soar throat first & it got better after the lozenges. Then I suddenly had a very bad sinus that blocked my 2 ears for 3days. Baby brought me to the doctors & I got alot better after the flu pills. Now it's cough, a very bad one. It gets worse every night, making me cough like crazy. Then it'll get better in the morning, then afternoon more cough... The cough medicine is not working at all, too much phlegm. Really hope my cough can get much better. I think it's hurting lil sweetheart. I hope she wont pop out early due to this bad cough. That was what happened to my niece. She popped out a month early due to the bad cough my sister had -.- Baby kept scaring me, saying lil riko's definitely going to pop on december. Because I'm really coughing very hard everyday now. Pray hard my cough gets better & everything goes out well =)
Our story never ends with a full-stop :) ![]() Mini Bear ![]() In comparison, the bear & us.. Baby vanished completely behind the bear, leaving only his head. The bear is taller than half of my height okay! The head's crazy big.. Marina Square with baby just now. He jackpotted 4times because I said this bear's cute. He told me I've to carry it all by myself if he were to catch it. And I crazily agreed :\ In the end, I couldnt even carry it. Very very heavy that I nearly dropped the whole bear. The nose of the bear is the size of my head. So in the end, baby carried it. Haha! Alot of people were watching us & the bigbig bear when we're walking around. Some ladies even gave a very very surprised face when seeing the bear, damn funny! Everyone kept asking how much we spent for the 4 jackpots. Lols! Actually only intended to change the JuicyCouture bear. But in the end, baby still decided to get this mega bear for me ^^ ![]() Besides the big bear & crazy lot of small ones, we still caught a mp3, 2 earpiece, (by right another mp3 was dropping, but baby dont wanna waste money just for that mp3) ![]() 8 hello kitty pens, ![]() &This very cute hello kitty. I was praying so hard that it'd drop ^^ We caught a total of 3 small bags of bears & this mega bear. Hands were all full man. So baby decided to be the santa claus, he gave away a bag of toys to a little girl ^^ I wonder if baby will catch me another mega bear, there's 2 diff designs. But I guess he'll kill me if I ask him to jackpot another bear for me. Because the bear's so big that it cant even fit into little riko's babycot. Haha! We saw a huge stitch there too, bigger than this mega bear. 6 normal catch to exchange for that enormous stitch. Sounds appealing huh? But not easy to catch though, depending on luck. Baby's not interested in that stitch at all luhs :\ He said he'd catch one for me if it's hello kitty, haha! Anyway, yesterday was supposed to be a short outing. Because I'm sick. Went to eat hotpot first, it's crazy yummy! I ate like 1 whole cow luhs. But baby said I didnt even finish the cow's smallest leg -.- Up to prizestage after dinner & that's when the mega bear caught my eye. Initially I was just joking, asking baby to catch for me. Then he still very proudly said 4jackpots is like very easy to get. But he immediately changed his statement after looking at the machine. Because it's not those candy-catch-jackpots. It's small teddy catches, haha! But baby's still quite good in it, just that he likes to waste alot of credits to try catching rubbish -.- Oh oh, little riko's damn excited when baby's playing the jackpot. She kept moving & moving. But I didnt bother her because I was excited too ^^
Our story never ends with a full-stop :) ![]() Sick My voice died on me this morning.. I could still talk normally yesterday, just that my throat hurts alot. This morning when I woke up, I totally couldnt talk at all. Baby laughed at me when I used force to speak, very very mean! But the sweet thing, he's going to get some lozenges for me later =) I went down shop yesterday despite the rain. I was too bored at home. Reached shop half drenched, got nagged by baby ^^ After the rain, my cough turned bad. Kept coughing like crazy. And because coughing needs strength, my tummy started hurting too. I think I coughed too hard yesterday, tummy tightened till I feel very very uncomfortable. Baby kept asking me to stop coughing & I was like.. How to control? Lols! He even said later bb from January baby let me cough till become December baby. Haha! That was what happened to my sister 2years back ^^ I'm feeling very very uncomfortable now, very weak. Not sure if I'll be down to shop later or not as it's still raining very heavily now. How I hope baby's right here taking care of me now =( If he's here, I think I'll have a very nice meal now. He'd definitely be cooking for me, something nice & warm. Something good for me, not hurting my throat and body even more. Most importantly, a very nice meal & not something mommy bought outside.. And he'd be taking care of all my needs, haha! A sick & pregnant woman's privileges ^^ Ahh, whatever it is.. I should stop dreaming and get some rest already. I wanna recover so badly. I dont wanna be sick, feels so terrible. I'll be going down shop only if I get better later. I cannot balance myself properly whenever I'm sick & I dont wanna fall down outside. Baby already reprimanded me for falling down yesterday, no more today. Now, I hope baby still remembers I'm still alive & will call me soon. He should stop dating with those phones for a damn while & check how is his sick wife doing. Oh oh oh! 3 more days & I'll be 8months pregnant ^^ Alright, gonna go hug my teddy & rest already! Blog again soon!
Our story never ends with a full-stop :) ![]() Dying ![]() This monster said told me he'll call me after he finished his lunch. That was 1hr ago & a monster like him will never need an hour to finish his lunch. I'm going crazy soooooon :\ Damn freaking crazy boring ! The picture above was taken yesterday. I forced him to. Because he looked so cuuuuuuuuuuuute =D Oh, I fell down this morning in the washroom. It was damn slippery okay! But I didnt land on my tummy, thankfully. But my knees hurts. I havent eaten anything since I woke up & I feel like puking very much now. Wonder what's going on with my damn body, it's like going haywire. Now, I cannot eat 2meals a day. I'd puke like mad. I dont feel hungry 24hrs a day, but sweetie kicks like crazy whenever I dont eat. I feel sick most of the time & I feel sleepy all day but I just couldnt get to sleep. My back aches like hell all the time & it doesnt get any better no matter what I do. I'm very very bored at home now & holy cow, it's raining. Meaning I'm not able to go down shop to find that monster already. But that doesnt mean I cannot go out though, heheheh ^^ I'm going crazy & I wanna go Marina Square for a walk so much. Who wanna accompany me? But we have to keep it a secret. Because that monster will eat me up if he knows I went out without his permission. Haha!
Our story never ends with a full-stop :)
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