Valen ; Vals
17 July, the day lord removed one of her best friend's rib
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My best friend, my soul mate, my lover.
This is gonna be a never ending love.
Our little new member, little Chen
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It's been awhile since I had the time to blog & today, I'm given time.
It's the time which I rather wish I'm not given.
Okay, it was because of yesterday's morning.
I'm not angry anymore. I just pity my girl. Getting hurt yet still given faces for her or rather us to see.
This was taken yesterday when I brought her over to shop.
It was already slightly better, the swelling gone down a little & pus stopped coming out.
Nariko's cousin & her was playing with the piano in the morning.
The next thing I heard, was Nariko sobbing very badly & her grandpa was coaxing her.
Aftermath, I heard dad reprimanding her cuzzie & heard her say this..
"Because I want to play the piano & meimei come and play. I don't want to share with her!"
She closed the piano lid (obviously slammed it as usual) when my poor baby's fingers are still in it.
The lid is so heavy that your fingers would probably break if your fingers were in it & I shut it off hard.
It was thankfully she's still too young to have broken or fractured bones.
Previously she lightly twisted her hands & could not move. So I brought her for an x-ray to play safe.
The doctor told me she's still too young to have any fractured bones as her bones are not hard.
So this time, I decided to observe before having another war with her in the x-ray room.
But well, it's not what happened above that seriously pissed me off.
I know it's inevitable to have such freak accidents happening among kids. I know!
But don't fucking give me an attitude like I was the one who made your child like this.
When the one getting hurt WAS my daughter. Tyvm.
I was just angry to hear that particular sentence & only scolded her 3 sentence.
1. You cannot do that to meimei & must share things!
2. You see, now meimei hands like this.
3. You cannot be so naughty!
I wish everyone in the world would vote for me to see if it's wrong to do this.
Because you know what? After this fucking 3 sentence, we were given a fucked up attitude.
My mom stopped talking to us, give us a fucking black face & refused to look after Nariko.
I had to bring her down to shop to buy food for her & myself to eat and doing business at the same time.
Today, Nariko even refused to step out of my room.
I'm sure there's no food for us so I'm clever enough to ask baby buy cupnoodles for us.
As for her cuz's mom, we were given a face to see too. Ha ha ha.
Your daughter hurt mine, bruising her fingers so badly & you're giving me a fucking face?!!!
I ain't angry at first at all. If I wanted a war, it'd be so much more than that.
I knew it's inevitable among kids. But don't do it till like I'm the one that hurt your daughter.
Not anything, I just pity my girl so much.
She's the one getting hurt so badly yet she still had to go through these with us.
The only person in this house who cared is my dad & I'm really grateful for this.
He came in my room straight away after work to check her hands.
Dad told me it could be really serious & told me to bring her for an x-ray if her hands are still swelling in a few days.
He told me to be prepared that her nails will take months to heal & the whole nail is going to drop.
And he even joked if it was our hands, it should've been broken already. Lol.
Yeah, but now, I'm not angry anymore. Like I say, just pity my girl.
Last night before I slept, I even thanked god for letting me go through all these in my life.
If it wasn't for all these nonsense since young, I wouldn't have wanted to strive for something.
And thank god for this incident yesterday. It didn't kill me so it's gonna make me stronger.
Yes, put all the blames on me now & watch me fall. Then I shall climb higher than ever.
My poor baby girl, get well soon okay?
Hopefully your fingers are not fractured, your nails will not get weak & hopefully the nerves ain't affected.
Zillions of Love from mommy, daddy & grandpa Y
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